telescope · eyes

the truth is i don't want you watching me while i eat. i don't want you to see my hunger.

if the elephants have past lives,
yet are destined to always remember
it's no wonder how they scream

they recognized him as the same man who used to sit begging at the temple gate called Beautiful
Acts 3:10

FAITH

thankyou my favourite brinjal

tonight, i found out that i never really saw nazi germany as real. (and i still don't/can't)
tonight, a short blue robot showed me that i still do, really, believe in love. 
tonight, i spoke to an israeli soldier. 
tonight, i spoke to Jesus. 

a sublime disregard for science, birth's the possibility of flight. it's four degrees out, i'd say there's spring in the air. i like talking to dreamers, nothing but blue skies. i like talking to you. 
you're like, unintended alchemy

ahhh! i can't believe you screamed in crim lecture! hurry hurry! where's the bus? ohmy we didn't take our ticket they're gna fine us one million pounds! bitchy bitchy. twenty five pounds goshes! nevermind nevermind! hor fun! i'm going to steal chopsticks! snog. huh where's snog? google map! ohmy there you are! lets go lets go! ohmy so pretty! ewwww what is this! there's dried noodle on the table! like tekong sia! hungry? oh, hello! duck! ey you poured gravy in the wrong container! jump! oh you look so happy! bubble tea yay! lucky! duck again? oh yes please, and every sort of meat there is. why hello, oxford street! oh he's amazing. water? thankyou thankyou. did he never do this for you? no. THEN?! stop it stop it. falling. sushi om nom nom. hey you, im here, im here. safe, you're safe. are you okay? yes. really? walk, talk, froyo. my best memory with you yet. i hope im the one week sort. oh, hello, how was it? drink! clomp! dance dance dance! are you okay? come here. oh my sleeping child. get out! get out! okayokay sorry sorry! get out! wake up get out! dont go. hi love! oh, hi! shop pop pop. chinatown. oh egg tarts! whittards whittards! look coconut hot chocolate! like bounty! oh there you are! dont get lost! hello panda, duck rice, again? choo choo train. would you like a cookie? oh we're here, we're here. bob bob bob. 

oh, boy. 

i don't know about you, who are they talking to? 
they're not talking to me.
doing it wrong, singing along.

fourtytwo kilometers across beautiful, my first full smile from the sky, tracing hovering shovels in the most precarious of nights. i'm in a really happy place right now. 
hello, law school, i'm just about ready for you now. 

trust your own night sight.
close your eyes at sunrise, dream maker, the starlight is glorious.